Errant Current

My star is out of reach
But somewhere in my stars
I have a constellation
Drawn on all my scars

        Yet another day wasted
        Yet another dream shattered
        Yet another chance lost
        Yet another thought battered

One more vexing night
Gnawing into my veins
One more tired morning
When I gather my remains

        And simply counting in years
        What keeps passing away
        In darkness, groping and hoping
        Sometime! Somewhere! Someday!

A prick of my conscience
Unscrupulously strangled
With my persisting mettle
My nerves of metal mangled

        I tried again and again
        To end up in despair
        I didn’t do what happened
        I know there is someone there

There’s chaos all inside me
Or is it the spiritual dance
Yes! Something inside me
Is above the circumstance

        An individual in humanity,
        A face of its own identity,
        Standing tall in vanity,
        An iota of eternity…

    I Am.